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woke up at 2 plus today . intended to go reena`s house and study for CPA cosh i forgot to bring my notes back . but in the end , i didnt . watch tv all dhat . dhen went to northpoint with mama to see her dress all dhat . dhen went to minitoons . saw this hand pouch . quite nice laaa . might be getting it . haha . after dhat , went to body shop . bought lots of stuffs back for myself laaa . hahaha . *hey , i love pampering myself man* bought aroma jar kit , eucalyptus and rosemary pure essential oil , seaweed facial wash , dreamboat milk bath , radiant raspberry bath bubbles , cassis rose body lotion , cassis rose perfume , passion fruit and green tea fragrance oil . it cost a bomb man . hahaha . sorry mum . =x came home , was damm bored . saw bestie de nick . ask her whad happen and stuff lo . dhen she ask me ask someone dhen i asked la . but dhat someone said she dont know . dhen she say she dont wanna say . dhen okay lo . i`m fine with it . i wont force someone who doesnt wanna say nowadays . so ya . hahahaha . talked to some friends online laa . anyway , june stuffs has been comfirmed ! and i super happy cosh it`s two storey ! but . hahaha . nvrm . dhat`s all for now . =] i changed to a kuku song laa . i`m sick of dhat previous song le . talking bout song , i rmbed dhere was a period of time when i was addicted to my anata . and sarah oso . dhen jus now i went to her blog . she was saying she`s addicted to kiss goodbye . and i oso lo . hahaha . such coincidence . nono . maybe cosh we`re baobeis . and we listen to BEAUTIFUL SONGS . and yeah she`s right . listening to chinese songs doesnt mean we`re cheena . hahaha . and i love her loads . =] besties for lifeeeeeeeeeeee ! love ahjuan too NOR . i`m not in the street bandy team le ! COSH , i`m not gd in it . hahahaaa . and so , liyana is taking over me . =x okay . went to the library , SOME fuck happened . dhen waited outside the boys toilet for dhat someone who got US into trouble . quarrelled here & there . it was a small quarrel laa . dhen i pissed off right infront of two other guys . it was so malu can . dhen went back to the library . heard gossips HERE AND THERE . haha . didnt know someone in my class still so childish . i thot HE/SHE always say he/she is so blah blah blah . wth la . all your rubbish huh . i really had enough of dhat someone . we`re not inviting YOUR grp cosh you know why la horr . dont ask me whad thing whad thing all dhat . xin zi du ming . you know it yourself la kay . stop acting innocent of whad shit infront of us . we`ve saw every evil thing you said or done le lo . so please la huh . went to school . was in a super good mood cosh of last friday . haha . dhen after 1st period . wento to he`s class and return him the book . but cudnt see him . so ask zhu pass to him lo . dhen my mood went down laaa . cosh , ... hahaa dhen yada yada yada . time flies laa . went to the canteen , sat with reg . cosh juan&rah went out of school le . dhen after dhat , went for detention lo . made friends with joanna chan[3/8] . nice girl ? ahhaha . very chatty laa . dhen we played with the lights and stuffs laaa . dhen saw ras . hahah . at least see him lo . better dhen nvr see ? haha . dhen alot of ppl said hi to me all dhat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . after dhat , it began to rain like gou and mao lo . =x and we kept walking here and there laa . hahahaha . after dhat , i went to cwp to buy my adidas deo . haha . dhen went home by cab laaa .[the usual me] hahahhaha . dhat`s all la . bye . hahahaha . after school , went to look for jun , reg & szeling . and three of us set off to pizza hut . it`s a belated treat for ling`er lo . so ya . hahaha . ah juan & regina kept crapping & laughing laaaa . haiyo . how cann . public place right ? not like me & szeling . so GUAI . hahahaha . =x after dhat , went to school for detention laaa . saw 16jan - . dhen sat behind him lo . haha . dhen we kept tsalking and laughing . dhen chithra came sia . i no book . dhen he lend me hers laaa . haha . dhen he let me see one of he`s pic in he`s hp . wah liao . damm censored laaaa . pengs lo he . dhen i told desmond & choonming he show me porn pics . dhen they believed me . -_- suupid . haha . after dhat , he sing song laa . as usual , he sang the malay song laaa . during camp we danced with that song oso . hahhaa . so memorable siaaa . dhen desmond looked at me . damm cb la he . x= after dhat , he took out the wallet i bought for him . and he showed me and told me he`s using it . hahaha . quite touched laaa . cohs i thot he would jus put it aside . =x dhen dhey played a fool lo . while the teachers were in the meeting room . they went to knock de door dhen raN back to the seat . one of the teacher came out and look , dhen went in . wah liao . we were laughing like mad cows laaa . hahaha . dhen we yada yada yada yada laaa . hahaha . happy happy day lo . dhen alot more thigns laa . i lazy write . hahaha . dhen he went home at 5 cosh ..... la . haha . dhen i went off at 6 lo . ji sad ? haha . dhen now , i`m going to slp . so , byeeee . =x haven been bloging cosh i was sleeping ytd . hahahaha . and . hahahaha . =x okayokay . i was so damm happy yesterday laa . only my best friends[pt , nana] know ? ohya , and thanks to pt for smth laa . hahahaha . i shudnt elaborate on it .

today , happy happy lil me agn . =x haha . went to school , had assembly . went to PE , dhen after dhat got chinese . dhen yada yada yada . last two periods went to the library . dhen , hahahahahahahahah ! only my classmates know whad happen huh . haha . =x dhen was doing hmw la . after dhat , so many ppl kept talking to us . dhen kena scolded by dhat indian teacher laa . ji sad yi sia . dhen xiaodi damm cb de laa . wah liao . he arh . really bth de lo . he only knows how to ACT CUTE LAA . haha . and i`m sure lots of them agrees with me . hahaha . dhen after dhat , walked out of the school with pt , nana & xiaodi`s gang lo . dhen yada yada yada . and i reached home . and ..... LOL .

and zhijun asked me whad`s the new school rule . i was like errr . dhen she say "ZHU" told her healthy lifestyle changed to 2 hours le . i was liek huh ? dhen . hahahaha . i dont know whad happen le . hahahhaha . dhat`s all la . this post is damm boring i know . sorry huh . 3 months past . and i still miss you . ='\ smtimes when i see both of you tgt . my heart aches . hais .

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piggo , cry it all out . i`ll cry with you . if i were you , i wud`ve asked her . but you chose to trust her . it might be you , it might NOT be you . i`m sorry . it was becos of me dhat you saw the tag . it was becos of me you felt sad agn . piggo . i`m truly sorry . i`m jus so freaking dumb . i shud`ve have thot bout you b4 asking you dhat question . i`m sorry . soemtimes i really think i`m a useless sister . i`m not there for you at your darkest moments . when you cried , i wasnt there to comfort you too . i`m so disappointed in myself . piggo , i`ve let you down . all i can say now is i`m sorry . really sorry . please cheer up . remember how we met ?you added me in msn on that day . and we chat . at that time , your smile was the brightest . dhat was the first time i`ve really seen you smiling . but after dhat , your smile is gone . i do not know how to comfort people . all i know is to ask them to cheer up & smile . and i really really really hope to see you smile like before . really . pls take care and rmb we`ll all be here for you . =)) i use to wonder . when will you come and see me ? i was hoping for dhat day . she got your number . she called you , both of you chatted . you wanted to talk to me . but i din want to . i cried . she dont know . i kept asking myself . why didnt i wanna talk to you . and i found the answer inside me . cosh i hate you . i hate you for leaving me and her . i hate you for asking her not to have me . i hated you for having another her . ARHHHHHH ! i really am hating you so much . she asked me , whad if you wanna meet me one day . and i told her , i`ll meet you when you`re dying .

i use to keep asking ppl to look for you . why ? because i hated HIM . he treat me like shit . and i know you`ll treat me 100 times better dhen him . i jus know . but why am i avoiding you now ? maybe now isnt the right time ? maybe i`ve grown up . maybe i jus dont want you to interfere my life ? she told me i have the rights to choose whad i want . and she`s totally right . i dont really wanna see you for the time being . hope you really understand . sorry *a* . =\ actually , i didnt wanna go school today . but my maths textbook is in school . and i have tuition in the afternoon . so bo bian . went to school , saw reena&dinosaur . haha . suprised to see reena came laa . cosh she said she didnt wanna come . so .. hahaha . settled down in the hall . dhen saw band performing laa . and tears came rolling down my eyes . cosh i know , i cannot regret the choice i made back dhen . so , ya . haha . i can say band did a gd job thou . haha . but the starting of the school song was abit .... la . hahah . overall , the performance is indeed a success . =] good job guys ! went bacck to class after dhat , mrs ong came in . dhen she talk and talk and talk . dhen she brought us to the library to do our work ? hahaha . dhen crapped alot with xiaodi`s gang and reena laa . hahaha . dhen went back to class , had english after dhat . dhen yada yada yada . dhen after dhat mdm salwana came in . she gave us our class t . IT SARKS LO ! it`s liek wth ? the design me and my friends did were way better dhen whad my classmate did can ? and the colour combination was like OH GOD LO . it totally sarks okay . class 4/1 , 4/2 & 4/3`s class t were much better can ? it`s like wth ? it`s our last year , and you get this type of design . i`m so fed-up with mdm salwana lo . she said she liked my deisgn . but in the end ? hais . so fed-up . everyone was like wth ? why so ugly . might as well throw away . dhen xiaodi shouted , dont wear class t for cross country wear pe t shirt better . LOLOL . we were laughing laaa . hahahaha . dhen zahiq say waste 10 bucks sia . hahaha . so , ya la . dhat`s all for today . hee . 1 more day to his birthday ! x= LEXINE IS
CUTE !
FRIENDLY !
AND SHE`S PRETTY .
SUPER PRETTY .
HAHAHHA .
AND SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND .
AND I`M SUPER JEALOUS .
COSH SHE`S SUPPOSE TO BE MINE .
SO , I`M JEALOUS !
LEXINE YOU`RE MINE RMB .
HAHAHAHA .
TAKE CARE LA BABE .
I LOVE YOU YA ! =] i`m not gonna use names . so please dont assume it`s who and who and who . thank you .

1] i really think A & W needs L . and i feel dhat dhey dont need me at all . yes , dhat`s how i really feel .
2] no one knows how i feel . whenever dhey talk bout stuffs . i`m always the one missing things out . why ? cosh dhey dont trust me i guess . hahs .
3] G has been friends with me and PT & R for bout 3 yrs plus ? dhen now whad ? you rather believe someone whom you`ve known for only 2 yrs ? you know her character . but you still chose to believe her .
4] i use to share probs with T . but i can no longer do it . cosh she only treats me like a normal friend . hahs .

• friends prob[classmates]
• friends prob[schoolmates]
• family prob[dad?]
• studies[N level stress?]

last night , i cried . i`m really very stressed up . dont know whad`s the prob lately . after all this while , YX still knows me best . =] thanks alot . ohya , sheera & lex talked some sense into me too . thanks to you guys too . =]

ahahaha . woke up at 10.30 . and i knew i would be late . cosh i`m meeting them at 11.15 at khatib mrt . LOL . and i was really late laaa . met peiting&reena in the mrt . and with some other guy . LOLOL . went to cine , headed to kbox . and guess whad . someone shouted PEITING . and wanna know who is it ? it`s PEIYI !! she went dhere cosh CSS would be hosting dont know whad dhere . so ya . hahaha . went to sing all dhat laaa . dhen came out and went to kpool . the queue was damm long . cosh of the CSS thingy laaa . so , hahaha . played a few rounds of pool . and went to walk ard . but we dont know where to go next . go walk here & there . and in the end we went to eat wanton mee at heeren . LOL . after dhat took neoprint with reena&peiting . pasted a few at the album laaa . ahahha . after dhat we went out of the place and there was free candy floss ! ahahaha . and of cosh we went to queue up to get some laaa . it melted in seconds lo . like wthhh !? LOL . but it`s nice laaa . hahah dhen took a cab home with them laaa . by the time i reach pasir ris , it`s bout 29 bucks lo . hahahha . and i`m going to peiting`s house with reena next friday i guess . =x dhat`s all . byeeee !

ohya , dhey patch le . hahaha . quite happy for them . but . whadver it is , at least someone can control her nonsence laaa . hahahaha . must last longlong horrrr . =]]

& I UPLOADED OLD NEOPRINTS INTO MY ALBUM . CLICK HERE *today is sucha fucked-up day okay . firstly , *dinosaur accuse my bestie of SOMETHING she didnt say OR even do lo . how can you assume dhat she did it w/o any proof . you told us there were two guys who called you . one chinese and the other malay . i dont know whether it`s true or not lo . how can i jus trust you like dhat ? right ? and i believed those chinese guys wudnt have called you BECOS dhey hated you . so , I ASSUME DHAT YOU`RE LYING . hahs . and one more thing , you said my bestie gossiped bout you & your friends . you dare to say you didnt gossip or even BITCH behind our backs ? we`ve known you for 2 -3 years lo . how can we not know your character ? so for goodness sake , stop all this la okay . 3 years of friendship is going down the drain so easily . today nithya came to school and see me . she said hi to you guys . but you jus ignored her ? whad kind of attitude are you giving ? whad will ppl think of you man .

*hey , i`m sorry i couldnt do anything to help you . seeing you cry really hurts me lo . all i could was give you a tissue and ask you not to cry . i`m really sorry . please cheer up . maybe it`s the best choice ? you still have to move on . so please , dont jus stop at dhat paticular part . all of us are here . we`ll be your listening ear if you wanna pour out anything . we promise kay . take care . and smile like how you use to . =]

* I HAVE GD NEWS !! ME & XIAODI OKAY LE ! HAHAHAHAHA . XIAODI YOU BETTER STOP BULLYING PEOPLE HORR ! . hahaha . kay laa . BYEEEE . didnt blog for quite long le . so ya , i`m here now to blog . let`s start on april`s fool day . hahahahha .i fooled quite a number of peeps laaa . people like , sarah , lex , yx , lexine , peiting , engyi , nelson , hussain , asy , cuzzie & mama . hahaha . dhen reg & sarah gang up with zhijun to fool me laaaaa . it`s so .... lo . hahahaha . had blood test it was damm pain laaa . and i cried . cosh the needle was to deep . hahah . dhen went home with papa . -_- after dhat , cuzzie came to stay overnight cos next day [sunday] is qing ming jie . erm , i dont know whad`s that in eng . so ya . haha . so both of us didnt slp laaa .

next day which is a sunday , we went out of the house at bout 3.30am ? ya . went to the graveyard all dhat . was packed with people laaa . hahaha . some of the aunties dhere were so enthu laaa . hahahah . after dhat went to have breakfast at thomson plaza . reached home at bout 11.30am ? dhen went to slp till 6.30pm . hehh . =x
woke up , went to white sands with mama . bought lots of clothes and two 3/4 pants ? hahaha . yup .

went to school on monday . lessons were boring as usual laaa . dhen yada yada yada laaa . dhen after school , went to mos to talk with peiting & reena . hahaha . talked bout our future . talked bout somethings dhat wasnt suppose to be mentioned in school . =x hahaha . dhen bitch here & there laaa . hehh hehh . =x dhen went home lo .

today , me & xiaodi talked ABIT laaa . hahaha . slowly slowly laaa . HORR . hahahaha . had lots of boring lessons again laaaa . and i HATE her laaaa ! she totally sucks okay . in the morning , she was looking for the other grp of friends becos we quarreled with her ytd . dhen this monring she didnt wanna talk to us . dhen fine lo . in the end , her grp of BEST FRIENDS didnt come . HAHAHA . dhen she BEGIN talking to us like nth happened . wtf ? i had enough of her man . after recess , HER FRIENDS came to school . dhen suddenly , she dissappered from our sight and went with them . HAHAH . i`m much happier without you as a friend laaaa . GET THAT ALRIGHT ? dhat`s all for now .

wounded .